Tuesday, February 26, 2008

_æ đαу ฬเtђ๏ยt ŧ!๓ε.




- a day without time,

heaven amongst hells

I wander in your streets and

hear the hush,

that fly with the breeze

as my voice is carried to you.

If at all possible,

dont forget me..


Like every other night

peace rides by

fleeting as a nymph,lost in words

and as absent as my dreams

like every other day

you're nowhere in sight.

...I'm left to wonder if you'l ever return,

the sack over shoulder,

standing in the rain...


Your words without feelings

circles in a torment,

scrawled hastily on parchment

As i stood in the doorway,always watching,

I know you feel me here

unresponsive as always,

you turn and stare.


You'd ask me what i wanted

sarcastically in a way,

and everything that we can say.

its written in the shores

and is washed away.


You've brought me to join you

underneath the stars.

Will you ever try for me?I'm left to wonder.

my moon,my sun

please dont leave me so

~undone~

============== = = =

- a day without time

my glass without sand

I wander in your streets and

miss the bells

that would ring in the breeze.

I stopped speaking to the wind

your note between my fingers and

your words lingering

in my mind

you lied when you told me

that death would be kind

it's just me waiting

for our tomorrow

it's just you missing

drowning in my sorrow

in our days without time

I had all of the opportunity in the world

to make you mine

so when you read my words

scribbled in lonliness,

remember everything we did,

every word I said

and when you stand on the shores

and gaze at the sea

if at all possible

please remember me...

<3>


Saturday, December 29, 2007

_α ﻮєηтℓє ﻮ๏๏๔вує ..

Stay on the edge of forever,
Forever, like this,
And leave me wondering,
Why I’ll never taste your lips,
Or be happy in other relationships,
Like I was with you.

Kiss me on a gentle breeze by,

Because with her starlight touch,
I always felt like it was fine,
To be this young and in love,
Spiralling downward,
And you will never catch me,
Like I caught your last look,
Your last look goodbye,
Breaks me away inside,
And a million moments without you,
Taught me that I feel better when I cry,
Hold onto me like you did that time,
And I’ll always slide,

Past these memories and fall,
Because now I’m too afraid to even,
Speak to you at all,
You make words take shapes that rip,
And tear through the sheets,
They hold me as I dream,
Far beneath the stars,
The same ones I bet you see,
When I’d give anything,
For you -
to be in love with me,

A gentle breeze goodbye..

Friday, December 28, 2007

... :|



No matter who we are or
from whence we came,
we all end up here at
one time or another.The
idea is to help others
who are also in pain-
thats the only way
you'll discover the
street your on is
intersecting Hope way.

... a bOulevArd of bRokEn dReaMs,../

Sunday, December 23, 2007

.. śμčħ ą Ŧą๒ยl๏ยร ąttгąςtเ๏ภ.


Clouded eye shut close those dreaming lids with a blush,
Lift this toward the stars and know that in the dark we were in love.
Fall into me now and I promise this crash will be spectacular.

I’m afraid to sleep and dream that I feel nothing for you,
Because I’d fall awake with a broken heart,
I’ll always be this estranged one who wonders where you aren’t.

Kiss me here and taste like strawberries and cream,
You’ll make my knees go weak with such a fabulous attraction.

Fall into me now and I promise that I’ll find you again,
And push my way through my crowd of thoughts,
To grab you before you drown away in seas

This moonlit garden path would hold all of my secrets,
A whispering wind, a tempting tide, a summer sun that shines,

You’ve become such a gorgeous scene,
Such a fabulous attraction.

<3 u..

Saturday, December 22, 2007

- ŧill thέ enđ oƒ tym -


for being so emotional
of being so possessive
that i cry for you
sorry because i cant live without you

for all those tears you shed
i am sorry for the damage i made
i'v made you feel sick
sorry i hurt you so deep

for all those sleepless nights
for each and every fight
i am sorry for your pain and agony
and for the missing harmony

i am sorry for my selfish love
and for not caring enough
for my restlessness
i am sorry for losing grace

i am sorry for thinking of you so very much
always missed your touchof being so mad about you
m sorry for my every blue
sorry for being so immature
now that it cant be cured
m sorry of being myself
and now when i realise
i know that i'v failed

i am sorry and sorry again
no matter how disgusting these words sound now
and all that has been lost in vain
but i love you in every sunrise until the stars show up and moon's demise

Should i say sorry for that too.. ?


till the end of time ...

Thursday, December 20, 2007

- no title -

Today I took a staple gun
And placed it upon my lip
Eyelids clenched, block the sun
Smiled, "Let 'er rip"

A heavy pull, a sharp yelp,
Some temporary pain
And suddenly, alright I felt
Enough for it, again.

Today I took a staple gun
And placed it upon my lip
A skillful hand, much fun
But suddenly, I slipped.!

Staples, staples in my cheek
I had not meant to maul
O dear how today's plans look bleak,
As I'm stapled to the wall